What are you "busy" doing? Are you busy doing meaningful things? Are you busy building a life you're proud of? I am. It's not glamorous and sometimes you find yourself back at the foundation...but the stronger you set the frame, the better & bigger the empire will be.
Don't waste time in nothingness.
Reading novels all day when you have mouths to feed and people who are counting on you doesn't cut it...take responsibility. Own your life & actions. Find your power. Find passion in work, life, people, & nature.
You starting over? So, what!!!!? ...that's courageous. You're authentic. Anyone can fake a smile...but a true being will fall to rise to ones potential.
face your fears.
get off your tail.
be a person you want your kids to be like.