Fall in love with your life...over and over again.  Today I woke up excited but honestly really nervous to tackle skiing with 3 toddlers by myself for the first time...ask the L.A. folks about Aspen...I am not a master skier:)  I attacked the day though with hope, gratitude, LOVE above all, and pride in my boys and myself...I wanted to do this.  I wanted to establish my own tradition.  I wanted to show my boys, their life wont change just because mine did...I wanted to show them, they will still have and do all their hearts desire.  I wanted to show them THAT I WILL GIVE THEM EVERYTHING I HAVE to make their lives special and complete no matter how others involved behave.  I am love and that's all I KNOW...

The day was not perfect and not with out sweat, exhaustion and a few setbacks but the second I saw BOTH my kids soar down a mountain on ski's while enthusiastically smiling and chanting...I felt a surge of utter happiness contain my entire body and overflow my heart.  It is just what I needed to turn a tad of adult loneliness into STRENGTH and sheer POWER.  Those little eyes inspire me everyday beyond belief and I have MUCHO gratitude for the wings they have given me to get through one of the most trying and difficult times in my life.

I didn't feel sorry for myself today...I felt invigorated, excited, recharged, plain happy and grateful for my life and my three beautiful perfect blessings...NAMASTE and to all a good snowy night.  BOYNE, we rocked your world, you know we did!

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